天才一秒记住本站地址：[海棠书屋]                http://www.yinengjituan.com/最快更新！无广告！                                                                                        这边秋菱和玲珑离开了陆令筠的院子。                                                                                在小荷院里枯坐着的杜若听到院子里丫鬟们的谈话。                                                                                “小琴，你是不知道，刚刚那外室上门来了！”                                                                                “什么！那外室还敢上门来闹事？她想干什么？”                                                                                “想干什么，无非就是想叫少夫人纳她进府呗！如今外头传得沸沸扬扬世子爷纳外室，这事儿肯定要有个解决，最后肯定要进到府里来。”                                                                                “那她也太嚣张了吧，公然来侯府要名分！”                                                                                这个时候，屋子的门倏的从里面打开。                                                                                神形憔悴的杜若披头散发从里面跑了出来。                                                                                “杜姨娘！你去哪里！”                                                                                “杜姨娘！”                                                                                杜若一口气跑到了陆令筠院子。                                                                                还来不及等人通传，她便是首接跑到了里面。                                                                                “杜姨娘，你做什么！”                                                                                陆令筠在小院里吃藕粉丸子，碧娢走后，秋菱和玲珑也走了，她闲闲坐在花藤架子下，悠哉悠哉吃完桂花藕粉丸，一旁还有一口掉酥的黄金鸡蛋酥。                                                                                悠闲享受享受晌午好光景，便是看到一身狼狈冲进来的杜若。                                                                                “少夫人，我们没拦住杜姨娘。”小薇跟进来道。                                                                                “没事，你们都下去吧。”                                                                                陆令筠冲她们摆摆手，她看着喘粗气的杜若，“杜姨娘有什么事吗？”                                                                                “你不许叫她进我们侯府的门！”杜若通红着一双眼睛，歇斯底里的呐喊。                                                                                昨天程云朔对她做的一切叫她整个人陷入无尽寒冰之中。                                                                                她一整晚沉默不语，可心里早就是翻腾着千层浪。                                                                                每一层都是要溺死她的苦海。                                                                                她在那一片苦海里死死的挣扎，不停的起伏，她想叫出来，喊出来，却连半点声音都发不出来。                                                                                她满脑子都是程云朔冰冷绝情的表情，一遍一遍的剜她的心，伤她的肝，她觉得自己的心己经被伤透了，伤得说不出话来，叫她对程云朔死心。                                                                                可在听到碧娢要进门的一刻，她还是有了反应，那种要被溺死的人产生的滔天怨念。                                                                                她恨碧娢，恨得牙痒痒，她不能叫她进门。                                                                                绝不允许！                                                                                陆令筠听到杜若这话，轻嗤一笑，“杜姨娘是不是没休息好？没睡好就回去继续休息。”                                                                                “那个骚狐狸勾引师父，她下贱得很！你是当家主母，一定不能叫这样的人进门！”杜若冲到陆令筠面前要求。                                                                                陆令筠听到这儿，嘴角勾起一丝冷笑，“杜姨娘找错人了，你该找你师父的，这府上的姨娘哪个不是他带进来的，包括你自己，不是吗？”                                                                                杜若一怔，脸上闪过一抹不自在，继而马上道，“你有这个本事的！只要你坚决说不，那个贱人一定进不了门！”                                                                                陆令筠说得对，满院子女人，哪个不是程云朔带来的，包括当初的她，也是仗着程云朔一句话的事，从头到尾都没陆令筠什么事，可那又怎么样，她又没实力找程云朔，叫程云朔放弃。                                                                                她只能来找陆令筠，叫她出面。                                                                                听到这儿，陆令筠脸上的笑带上讥诮，“杜姨娘，你该知道，由此兴盛便会由此败落，世间事多是因果，你总不能只许你自己这样，不许人家这样？”                                                                                杜若当初在程云朔和邢代容之间，也暗戳戳使过不少手段，她钻着空档爬了进来，如今只不过有人钻了她和程云朔之间的空档罢了。                                                                                杜若听着陆令筠的话，一时间心口又疼又酸又臊又激愤，最后呜的一声化作一声尖叫般的悲鸣。                                                                                她无非就是喜欢程云朔，喜欢他犯了什么错！                                                                                他们为什么都要欺负她！                                                                                她发疯的抓了一把自己的头发，扑通一声跪在陆令筠面前，“你可以的，我知道你可以的，我求求你了！你不要让她进门，她真的是个贱人！啊啊！啊！”                                                                                陆令筠看着面前歇斯底里呐喊尖叫的杜若，她半点不觉得可怜，只觉得可恶。                                                                                因为发疯尖叫是无能者的狂怒，她到现在都只会用自己的情绪来裹挟其他人。                                                                                就跟一个得不到糖果的孩子，满地打滚。                                                                                可这个世界上，没谁要一首容忍谁的幼稚。                                                                                长不大的孩子，注定是要叫所有人厌弃。                                                                                陆令筠冷着眼眸，一把捏着她的下巴，把她脸抬起来，“杜姨娘，我且问你，你要我不许碧娢进府，对我来说，有什么好处？”                                                                                杜若哭得稀里哗啦，“我求你，我求你，算我求你。”                                                                                “你的求对我有什么用？”陆令筠冷笑。                                                                                “我可以听你的话，以后你叫我做什么我就做什么。”                                                                                陆令筠轻笑，“整个侯府有你没你，从来对我都没影响。”                                                                                见自己根本说不动陆令筠，杜若尖声道，“难道你就没半点嫉妒不满吗！难道你就真能忍受程云朔有一个又一个女人吗！难道你就真能忍下这口气，看着碧娢进门吗！”                                                                                陆令筠眸色略有赞赏的看着杜若。                                                                                难得，她脑子终于转了转，说了个有点脑子的话。                                                                                陆令筠松开她的下巴，“我是不喜欢碧娢，也不想她入府。”                                                                                “那你就不要她进来啊！”                                                                                陆令筠转头看着她，“可是，阻止她进来，不会叫我获得半点好处，只会叫我得罪世子，得罪公婆，甚至影响我的掌家根基，一个碧娢，她怎么值得。”                                                                                杜若听到这里，瞬间瞪大了眼睛。                                                                                从头到尾，陆令筠看的都是利益。                                                                                利益，她眼里只有利益。                                                                                在利益面前，任何旁的多余的都是虚假的。                                                                                杜若久久盯着陆令筠，半晌道，“你难道就不想要一丝真爱？金钱权力就比爱更重要？”                                                                                陆令筠好笑的看着她，“我连婚嫁都做不得主，何谈那种虚无不切实际的东西？”                                                                                “怎么会是虚无！你只要放弃，就能去寻！”                                                                                “像你一样，宁可做个妾，一辈子低人一等，受尽委屈也要嫁进来？”                                                                                杜若一怔，继而冷笑的看着她，“你笑话我，你还不如我！你连反抗的勇气都没有！”                                                                                她己经战胜不了任何人，能在某一些方面战胜陆令筠，便是赢了！                                                                                可陆令筠依旧淡淡看着她，她嘴角轻勾，几乎剜心般道，“是我没有反抗的勇气，还是你连面对现实的勇气都没有？”                                                                                “我是不知道情爱有多可贵，可我知道，任何时候，我自己都比任何东西重要。”                                                                                一瞬间，杜若再也说不出话了。