天才一秒记住本站地址：[海棠书屋]                http://www.yinengjituan.com/最快更新！无广告！                                                                                        苏韵觉得,这世上除了生孩子之外，就没有蒋慕承不擅长的，包括耍无赖,不要脸，他都信手拈来,且理直气壮。                                                                                她当然不会乖乖听话去厨房做饭给他吃,于是蒋慕承就说：“去厨房做饭和在露台做ai，你选一样。”                                                                                苏韵瞪了他眼,觉得没法跟他好好说话，推开他就要回房去。                                                                                蒋慕承把她扯回来，将她禁锢在身体和露台栏杆之间，“我觉得你适合选后者，前者交给我就行。”                                                                                苏韵笑着看他：“我哪一个都不选。”                                                                                然后蒋慕承很不要脸的说：“苏韵，你总要让我吃饱一样。”他用力握着她的手。                                                                                苏韵知道他这是铁了心的跟她不讲理,她只有投降,“我做饭！”                                                                                蒋慕承目的达到，也就没再故意为难她,告诉她：“冰箱里有饺子,你煮饺子给我吃吧。”                                                                                二十分钟后。                                                                                蒋慕承坐在餐桌前,心满意足的吃着热腾腾的三鲜饺子。                                                                                他夹了一个饺子蘸好醋放到苏韵嘴边,“吃一个,专门包给你吃的。”                                                                                苏韵偏过脸，摇头,“我真不饿。”                                                                                蒋慕承没勉强她,收回筷子自己咬了一口,长臂一伸,撑着她的后脑勺压向自己,把嘴里的饺子强势喂给她。                                                                                苏韵力气敌不过他，只能就着他的口水把饺子给咽下去。                                                                                “蒋慕承，你欺负人！”                                                                                蒋慕承瞅了她两眼，说他欺负人，他便真的开始欺负她，将她抱坐在他腿上，两腿箍住她，苏韵动弹不得。                                                                                “苏韵，我现在就当你是两岁零五个月！”                                                                                然后嘴对嘴的喂了她大半碗饺子，最后就是连饺子汤都是他喝下去后再喂给她喝。                                                                                他抽了张纸巾给她擦擦嘴，“跟我怎么闹都行，但饭必须得吃！”                                                                                然后拍拍苏韵的后背，“自己过去坐，我吃饭。”                                                                                苏韵吃饱喝足，也来了精神，就想出口气，她搂住他的脖子说：“我还没吃饱！”                                                                                蒋慕承理所当然的理解为，她还要吃饺子，于是又拿起筷子准备继续喂她。                                                                                苏韵的没吃饱，不是指这个。她跟他学坏了，学会了欺负人，各种不走寻常路的欺负人。                                                                                蒋慕承以为她一时来了兴致，便任由她胡作非为。                                                                                苏韵手掌在他腿上轻轻拍了下，示意他放开，她要下来。                                                                                蒋慕承坐着，她半蹲下来，双手环住他的腰，她柔声说：“你不是说我两岁零几个月吗？这个年纪，正是有奶瘾的年纪。”                                                                                说着，她像孩子那般，吮吸着。                                                                                蒋慕承眯了眯眼，没想到她这么报复他，他渐渐失去理智，却又不想缴械投降，只好硬撑着，“苏韵，适可而止。”                                                                                苏韵哪里肯听话，他越是这样，她偏要对着干。                                                                                蒋慕承已然受不了，他没想到她这么会撩人。“苏韵，听话。”他还在坚守。                                                                                “要是不呢？”她反问。                                                                                蒋慕承没了招，他双手紧紧握着餐桌的边缘，又忽的觉得这餐厅的灯刺眼。                                                                                摸过手机，进去智能家居的系统，一键将公寓里的灯全部熄灭。                                                                                他低头看她，她的手握着他的全部，他声音沙哑性感，“要吗？”                                                                                苏韵抬头，就算光线不足，可蒋慕承还是看到了她撒娇的神态，一时间他全身的血液全部涌入大脑。                                                                                理智失去。                                                                                他认输。                                                                                苏韵本来就是教训他，哪会让他得逞，她笑笑，说：“刚才喝牛奶，喝饱了。”                                                                                蒋慕承：“……”他真恨不得将她就这么一辈子嵌在自己身体里。                                                                                又说：“自己主动点。”他受不了她刚才的欺负，这会儿需要水浇灭火。                                                                                苏韵突然站起来，伸伸懒腰，假假打了个哈欠，跟个没事人似的，说：“好困呀，你慢慢吃饺子，我睡觉去了。”                                                                                蒋慕承的脸比这夜色还要阴沉黑暗。                                                                                他怎么就能忘了，这个睚眦必报的小女人怎么会在这样情况下主动跟他亲热。                                                                                蒋慕承再低头看看自己衣冠不整，忍无可忍：“苏韵！”                                                                                然而，餐厅已经不见苏韵的身影。                                                                                __                                                                                接下来的两天，谁都没再提跟袁峰跟视频有关的事。                                                                                苏韵心里面所有的情绪都被她隐藏起来。                                                                                她现在唯一想做的就是珍惜跟他在一起的每一秒。                                                                                她知道有些东西即将成为她的回忆。                                                                                她舍不得，却又没有更好的出路。                                                                                有天下午睡过午觉后，蒋慕承说天气好，要带她出去逛逛。                                                                                苏韵趴在床上不想动弹，“我累！”                                                                                蒋慕承把她的被子掀开，“一直运动的是我，我都还没说累呢！”                                                                                她紧紧抓着床单，不愿起来：“你下午不要去这边的制药公司看看么？”                                                                                “那是执行总裁的事，不用我操心！”蒋慕承捉住她的脚，在她脚心挠了一下：“再不起，我就真挠了！”                                                                                “别别别呀！”苏韵最怕痒，蒋慕承每次都这么无耻的收拾她。                                                                                她跪坐起来，抱着他的脖子撒娇：“你要带我去哪逛？”                                                                                “就去外滩走走，过几天带你去时装周，看中的衣服在那边订。正好带你出海玩几天。”                                                                                蒋慕承开始给她脱睡衣，又把针织衫给她套上。                                                                                苏韵听到出海，自然而然的联想到游轮，然后就是那个叫宝贝的女人。                                                                                “四哥。”                                                                                “嗯？”蒋慕承在替她穿裤子，所以回应她时有些心不在焉，也没注意她脸上的表情变化。                                                                                苏韵想了想，话到嘴边又咽下。不知道该怎么说，又不知道说了后他会不会不高兴。                                                                                毕竟谁都有秘密，特别是男人，都不喜欢现任，追根究底的问他过去感情的事。                                                                                而且她好像也没有再问的必要了。                                                                                蒋慕承看了下整体效果，还不错，就是脖子里的吻痕太刺眼，他又找了条围巾给她围上。                                                                                直到公寓楼下，蒋慕承才发觉苏韵有些不开心。                                                                                “怎么了？”                                                                                苏韵笑笑：“累呗。”                                                                                “那昨晚还缠着我要那么多遍！”昨晚她太过热情，一遍又一遍的要着。                                                                                苏韵口是心非说：“不是想让你没精力去想别的女人么！”                                                                                蒋慕承晃晃她的脑袋：“整天都瞎想些什么！”                                                                                苏韵揉揉脑袋，没再说什么。                                                                                今天是周六，天气又好，虽然还没到晚上，但外滩还是挺多人。                                                                                他们手牵手漫无目的的走着。                                                                                蒋慕承侧脸问她：“你就在这边上的大学，以前经常来外滩吗？”                                                                                经常跟傅明琰来吗？                                                                                苏韵摇头：“上大学那会，我要勤工俭学，哪有时间玩。”                                                                                很长时间，他们之间陷入了沉默。                                                                                蒋慕承不知道要怎么去安慰她，又觉得安慰也是多余的。                                                                                他只能紧紧抓着她的手。                                                                                苏韵淡笑说：“都过去了。”                                                                                就连他也要成为回忆。                                                                                江面吹来的风有些冷，头脑也越发的清醒。                                                                                她抽回被他攥着的手，双手抄在风衣的口袋里，和他肩并肩慢慢走着。                                                                                时不时的会看向江面，她也不知道自己在看什么。                                                                                “四哥，想跟你说说话。”                                                                                “好。”                                                                                她说：“其实我五年前就认识你了，虽然没见过。”                                                                                蒋慕承疑惑的看着她，不懂什么意思，认识却又没见过。                                                                                苏韵抬眸看向陆家嘴的方向。                                                                                “我上大学时打很多份工，尤其…尤其是那年，我舅舅帮一个朋友担保贷款，380万，后来那人跑了…反正这事闹的挺大，我舅舅也就莫名其妙被研究所开除…”                                                                                蒋慕承定定看着她，这就是苏世凯从研究所到恒力制药的原因？                                                                                那年他去过苏家，为何没听苏世凯提起？                                                                                苏韵说：“舅舅那几个月没找到工作，外婆要透析，舅妈要吃药，柠柠那年高三，要考电影学院，反正到处都要用钱，可那时候家里已经一贫如洗，我只能靠打工赚自己的学费。”                                                                                “我大学一个同学，她爸爸是某集团的高层，正好他们集团开了个楼盘，我同学就帮忙把我介绍到里面打工，做售楼顾问，因为是兼职，只拿提成不拿底薪。”                                                                                “我运气很好，上班的第二周就接待了一个有意向的客户，那人说他暂时决定不了买什么户型，回去要老板决定。”                                                                                “那段时间我每天祈祷的就是那个老板可以从我这里买房子，可别直接走了高层路线，就没我啥事了，因为我太缺钱。”                                                                                “眼看着就要到冬天，我舅舅再不把贷款还上，法院就要执行我家房子，要房子真被执行，我们就真无家可归了。”                                                                                苏韵双手抱臂，看向江对面，寸土寸金的地方，那是她曾经连想都不敢去想的一种生活。                                                                                连做梦都不敢奢望。                                                                                “后来我厚着脸皮又催问那个助理，老板有没有决定好买哪套。”                                                                                “当时我就想，如果那个老板要是愿意买房子，我能拿到提成，就是让跪地感恩，我都愿意的。”                                                                                “后来，那个老板买了套复式，那次我拿到了两百多万的提成，我家的房子终于没被执行，剩下的钱可以分期还。”                                                                                她成了那个季度的销售冠军，还是个兼职销售顾问。                                                                                蒋慕承心里闷疼，所以当年她知道他，却从没见过。                                                                                苏韵没有看他，自顾自说着。                                                                                “我拿到提成是在圣诞节那天，那天公司领导还表扬了我，另外包了个红包给我。”                                                                                “那时候…我还跟…傅明琰在一起。那一年他也很穷，他跟家里闹翻了，再也没用过家里钱，因为他突然得知他爸爸还有个私生女，更多的细节我没再多问。”                                                                                “他也打工，把多出的钱给柠柠攒着去北京考试用。”                                                                                苏韵擦擦眼泪，做了好几个深呼吸。                                                                                “我记得那个晚上很冷，但我从来都没那么高兴过。从售楼中心出来后，明琰就带我去逛街。”也只是逛，看看热闹，什么都不舍得买。                                                                                “路过一家店时，他说，苏苏，今晚我们高兴，又过节，我们奢侈一回，我请你吃哈根达斯好不好？”                                                                                “我犹豫了很久，因为那个球很贵，够我和明琰一天的伙食费，可明琰坚持要买，结账时才发现，他钱包不知什么时候被人顺走。”                                                                                “后来我用卖楼赚到的红包买了哈根达斯的球，没舍得买三个，就买了一个。”                                                                                “明琰觉得愧疚我，就说让我做回公主，于是他把我举在肩头，我吃着那一个球，觉得我是最幸福的女孩。”                                                                                “那是我第一次吃哈根达斯，于是一小勺一小勺的往嘴里舀，怕吃的太快就没了…”                                                                                蒋慕承把苏韵紧紧箍在怀里，恨不得把她嵌入自己的身体里。                                                                                苏韵轻轻阖上眼，眼泪像断了线的珠子一般落下。                                                                                “四哥，你知道多年后的今天，我住进当年我厚着脸皮去卖的房子里，是一种什么感受吗？”                                                                                若不是亲身经历，谁能体会那种荒唐感？                                                                                “你可能都不知道，我当年电话打的次数多了，被你的助理直接拉入了黑名单，后来我又用明琰的手机发信息道歉，我不是故意打扰的。”就是缺钱缺疯了。                                                                                “还有你之前送我的五百多万的玫瑰，我好多天都没睡着觉，太贵，太浪费，想想就心疼的受不了。”                                                                                那晚蒋慕承回来晚，她又把还未点完的蜡烛点上，躺在比金贵的玫瑰花瓣上，感受云泥之别。                                                                                她一直在省钱去买回被她之前走投无路时卖掉的房子，穿的用的都从网上买。                                                                                可这五百万的玫瑰花，蒋慕承转账的时候，连眼都不会眨一下。                                                                                那是一种怎么都无法忽视的差距感。                                                                                她不面对都不行。                                                                                她看着蒋慕承：“也许，再过十年，二十年，我依旧没办法去适应那么奢侈的生活。这就是我跟你之间的距离，没法改变的。”                                                                                蒋慕承低头咬着她的肩膀，狠狠咬了几下才松开，“苏韵，别说了，不会的。”                                                                                苏韵静默了数秒，说：“那我们就再说点别的。”                                                                                风吹过，苏韵的声音，遥远又清晰。                                                                                “四哥，我真没想过你会这么快看到那些视频，之前我还一直侥幸，你这辈子或许都看不到。”不是她有意隐瞒，而是…她不想那些不堪被他亲眼看到。                                                                                “我多希望自己能像夏乔或是…你曾经喜欢的女人那样，单纯的跟你在一起，不用担惊受怕，也不用患得患失的去想，会不会有天你就嫌弃我，不要我了…”                                                                                “那晚你去找袁峰算账，我当时就害怕，你非要找他算账是不是觉得属于你的人却被别人你心里不平衡，所以才…”                                                                                “然后我又胡乱猜测，你算账后，心里平衡了，然后是不是就要跟我分手…”                                                                                毕竟，谁希望有那样一个女人呢。                                                                                蒋慕承嘴唇紧抿，脸色阴晴难辨，看着外滩人来人往，一直沉默着。                                                                                苏韵说后感觉不妥，又道歉：“…对不起，我把你想坏了…”                                                                                可没有经历过那些事，谁又能明白她生不如死的感受。                                                                                她擦擦眼泪，哽咽着。                                                                                “你二哥应该也看过我的视频，沈凌又亲眼看到过当年的那一幕幕，现在连你也看到了…我发觉我走不下去了…”                                                                                跟他，她没有勇气再走下去了。                                                                                之前他还没看到视频时，她可以自欺欺人的说，就算下地狱，她也要跟他在一起。                                                                                可事情发生后她才知道，原来，她始终过不了心里那关。                                                                                她人生最悲惨最狼狈的一幕全被他家人见证，她真做不到这些就像没发生那样，处之泰然。                                                                                她也有那点已经少的可怜的自尊和虚荣。                                                                                这一切都已经压的她喘不过气，而昨晚她收到的一条微信，将她彻底压垮。                                                                                确切的说，是发给蒋慕承的微信，只是被她看到。                                                                                那是来自蒋慕承姐姐的一条微信，篇幅很长。                                                                                【小四，二哥把你所有的事跟我说了。我也真没想到你会为了一个丫头跟袁氏彻底闹翻，这不符合你这些年作为一个从不乐善好施的商人的本质。                                                                                我知道你从小就喜欢跟二哥对着干，他让你读军校，你去读计算机，他让你从.政，你偏要经商。                                                                                现在，他让你跟那丫头断了，你就非要拧着劲跟那丫头好。                                                                                你有没有问过你自己，你到底是在意那丫头，还是在跟二哥过不去？                                                                                先不说这个，就说那丫头的经历，你扪心自问，你以后真不会介意？                                                                                十年八年后，你们感情淡了，到时候圈子里谁不经意的一句话挑起你的敏感，你真的就能做到听而不闻？                                                                                我们都是大千世界里的凡夫俗子，谁都没法免俗。                                                                                作为过来人，我就提前告诉你，你终究会意难平。                                                                                否则，你何必对袁峰下那么狠的手？                                                                                还不是你心里过不了那个坎？                                                                                                                                                                我和你姐夫的例子不就摆在你眼前吗？                                                                                当初，我和你姐夫结婚前，我不想结，因为那时心里有别人，和你姐夫又是家族联姻，我极度排斥，可他说不介意，可后来感情淡了，有哪个男人不介意？                                                                                于是，他的心思渐行渐远，毕竟外头的诱惑太多                                                                                到后来，我们开始怨，开始吵，开始恨，夫妻之间形同陌路，等你想回头时才发现，走的太远，回不去了。                                                                                最后苦的是谁？                                                                                是沈凌和然然。                                                                                沈凌都三十岁了，对婚姻不感冒，更是拿感情当儿戏，一次正儿八经的恋爱都没谈过，整天风月场里过。                                                                                还有然然                                                                                你为什么把然然当闺女一样的疼，宠的她无法无天？                                                                                还不是觉得她爸爸都不怎么管她，你就想把她缺失的那份父爱都给她补上？                                                                                我不希望你和姐夫那样，意难平，最后连带着对孩子都疏远，我也不希望那个丫头跟我现在这样，麻木不仁，只能靠大量无休止的工作去麻痹自己。                                                                                所以，姐姐想跟你说话掏心窝子的话，把这丫头的事情处理好，以后就桥归桥路归路，你找个单纯的女孩结婚生子，那丫头也找个不知道她过往的平凡男人结婚终老。                                                                                一别两宽，从此各自安好，不比多少年后闹的无法挽回，要好？                                                                                还有，妈早上给我打电话说，老爷子也知道你的事了，气的连早饭都没吃我都不知道你该怎么收场。                                                                                不管你的决定是什么，姐姐希望你三思而后行，对自己，对那丫头都要负责。】                                                                                突然不远处传来孩子喊妈妈的稚嫩童声，将苏韵的思绪带回现实。                                                                                此时，她已经泪流满面。                                                                                她吸了吸鼻子，说：“四哥，你说我自私、怯懦，也好，矫情、无理取闹也罢。对不起我们就到这里吧。”                                                                                就如他姐姐说的那样，一别两宽，从此各自安好。                                                                                多少年后再想到这一年里发生的点滴，也能给自己留个不算差的念想。                                                                                这么长的时间里，蒋慕承一直在沉默，他抱着她，看着远处模糊不清的街景，头脑是处于空白状态的。                                                                                她的每一个字都是一把尖刀，刀刀要人命。                                                                                他终于开口：“苏韵，你就是这么看我的？”                                                                                苏韵低着头，始终没说话。                                                                                周围安静的只有风吹过的声音，还有不远处欢乐人群里传来的嘻闹声。                                                                                遥远而又久违。                                                                                许久后，蒋慕承又问：“你确定你要跟我分开？”                                                                                他的声音太过平静冷淡，苏韵难过的说不出话，只能用力点点头。眼泪汇聚到下巴，全部落在他给她围的那条围巾上。                                                                                蒋慕承说：“好，如你所愿。”                                                                                他松开她，转身就走。                                                                                离开蒋慕承的怀抱，苏韵感觉自己就像是狂风暴雨里的枯树断枝，摇摇欲坠。                                                                                她的眼前一片模糊，直到再也看不见他的背影。